August 30th, 2004
|03:00 pm - They call me Emomaximus|
my brain is going crazy, im worried about bernie she seems sad and stuff and theres hardly anything i can do, its good she told me whats wrong but think she might need talk to one of her friends whos always there for her, i would love to be there always but i cant cause work/school etc. i wish i could somehow make her happier and take all the shitness away and only way i can thinkof doing that is seeing her more which even cant an thats ok cause she needs to finish school good, i stuffed it all up an im lucky i got a job through people i know rather than on knowledge otherwise i would be screwed. i just hope she knows how much i appreciate her an need her and how she makes me happy. im always thinking about her and makes me sad when i know theres somethin wrong with her. its hard sitting here at work an only thinking of things and the days are just longer an longer now especially since i started missing bernie more, last week was probably the worse and think it was cause was with hermost of saturday an bit on sunday. oh well theres not much left of school left an will be able to do more stuff after then.
the 19th is a good day, it just means another month has gone past we been together. other good days are fridays cause they mean weekend an mean i get to see bernie which is what i look forward to all week. i really hope everything works out for her and i will try to do as much as i can to help her get through what shes going through.
my weekend was alright friday i got see bernie an dragged her to my bball game which im sure she would have found boring, saturday i went town got cds, then went to town in the night, sunday had two games of bball. im in finals for bball - games start this friday an if we win we play on sunday as well. show starts soon. i just finished at 3:43, oh well ive had my emoness im done
STUPID JEFF CALLING ME AT 2:30 am on sun morn whilst helen is trying to sleep after a HARD NITE WORK! i was gopna pick up but i was half asleep so iu was like ah no.
JEFF i burnt my head. :( but its getting allll better :) :)
IF u HURT BERNIE i will knack u in the balls whilst two stepping. but of course i know u wont so u dont have to worry, but the same goes for her if she hurts u. cept the punishment will be more suitable for girls. and i love her so i no she wont hurt u poo poo didily doo.
JEEEEEFFF.... i forgot. i wrote a cool comment before and it all deleted :(
Ah and as bridge said, u CANT KEEP AWAY. HELL i couldnt!!
I miss u . only sometimes. ha.
H to the E to the L to the E to the N!
ROCKS MY JOX
AND I WANT TO MARRY HELEN.
OOOO ps. TELL BERNIE i love her and she is great i could do it ma self but tis betta comin from u.
B Y E
you said you were going to be in town an i was so was ringing ya but your a knobby head an wasnt so :P
how did you burn your head? were you trying to eat the chips out the deep fryer again an not use your hands?
no i wont hurt her, you should know that
hahah you want to marry yourself?? i dont know if that would work out unless you go out into international waters where there are no laws hahah oh the simpsons
oh yes an as i said to everyone else, im not back i just needed get stuff out when no one to talk to
hahahahaha i was watching that episode bout international waters it was funny. u r so cool ha.